Went to practice last night and feel like a zombie today. It was a good one for the most part. It's hard for me to tell if I'm professing at all. I felt good about my performance at Queen's, but I can not tell if my fighting is progressing the way I want it to. I generally get good remarks from people I fight, but still. I've been thinking about this lately, and am feeling like it may be time, after I finish school anyway, to really start pushing harder to climb higher than this plateau I've been on, seemingly for years, and progress. I dunno...by my nature, I second guess myself more often than not. Maybe I am progressing and I don't know it, but I don't feel like I am.
In other news, M and I have tentatively planned to go to Amarillo to visit my nephew during the weekend of my birthday (7/18), and to visit a friend of ours who lives in Mexico in August.
Other than thinking about that and preparing for a summer with two classes,my mind has been totally full with questioning my fencing.
Hope everyone out there is doing well.
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